2nd year of nose surgery

It's been two years and three months since I did it exactly in December 2015. I did it at a s o o in Apgujeong Rodeo . I was under stress because of that level of nose. I used ear cartilage and silicone and didn't use the septum. About 6 months after my nose, something broke inside my nose, so I went to the hospital. The ear cartilage was concentrated . I'm living and my skin was thick, but these days ㅠㅠ It looks like the ear cartilage is reflected and there is a bluish color on the tip of the nose ㅠㅠ I'm a little worried ... It was nice to have the nose surgery done naturally, but now I am concerned about the side effects and I feel stuffy, so I am thinking of removing it . Surgery If you're thinking about it, I'd like you to think really, really carefully and do it. I'm really depressed because my nose is so ugly I don't want to meet people. I hope you do!