It's been two months since I had the nose job.. I want to get it removed.

I have a bit of a beak, so I had it removed and had silicone injected 2 times and had the cartilage on the tip of my nose. My impression looks a lot different than I thought, and as the swelling goes down, the silicone shows up more. When I take pictures or look in the mirror, I feel like the silicone shows through, so I'm worried and stressed and want to have it removed. Should I just leave the cartilage as is? I'm worried that the shape of my nose will be very strange if I remove the silicone because I had my beak shaved.