Bones that have been fractured... please answer me ㅜㅜ

My nose is very thin due to many osteotomies. If I want to make it look wider and more like a full nose, can't the bone part that was osteotomized be restored??? My nose is so thin from between the eyebrows that I'm dying of pain... I didn't want it to be this thin... If I tie the cartilage at the tip of my nose wider again and make the end with the nasal septum, can I also fit the parts that were cut on the bridge of my nose??? I told my mom today that I'm really sorry for being stubborn and getting nose surgery the way I wanted. My mom is also crying ㅜㅜ I really want to die ㅜㅜ I had to make a lot of osteotomies, so even if I remove it all, I don't think my nose will go back to the way it used to be, and I'm also scared of contractures ㅜㅜ