After trying it out yesterday, I felt like I wrote too ramblingly, so I'm going to calm down and try to write again today. If you have experienced the same pain, please do not pass by and give me some advice. It is the 7th day after surgery. First of all, I heard a lot of people say that my face is round and that my eyes, nose, and mouth resemble IU's. Even after going to a plastic surgery clinic for my eyes, I was satisfied with my eyes to the extent that a nurse asked me if I had ever heard that I looked like IU. But does her nose seem to be a little less sharp and spread out than IU's? Yes, that's why I decided to get nose surgery. I didn't know that I felt pretty because of my nose, or at least that it was round and cute. (I think I'm 90% sure that IU is cute because of her nose.) I have some cheekbones and a chin, but my overall face is round, including my nose, so I didn't know that IU was cute because of her nose. As my nose got taller and I became very thin, my cute appearance disappeared at all. The friendly face changed into a sharp face. Additionally, I would have been satisfied if I felt like I had become prettier, but I don't feel like I have gotten prettier. (This is something my mom also said.) Of course, it's not like anything is wrong, and there's nothing wrong with the nose surgery. But my impression got worse. Also, the nose is very artificial. (Even if the swelling has lessened, the fact that my nose is still so thin means that it will eventually become at least thinner than this over time. If that happens, I will be in even more pain.) A face that has lost its cuteness . A face whose harmony has been ignored. My face hasn't gotten any prettier, but it just feels more artificial... And it's especially painful for me psychologically. I'm afraid of what other people think. I have to live the rest of my life hearing that I had a nose surgery. This is also painful. I completely understand the feelings of those who have suffered psychologically. When asked if I should get a nose job, I am reminded of an article I saw here a week ago that said not to do it. At that time, I thought maybe not. I'm going to be fine. At that time, I couldn't understand why people were worried about having a hard nose tip. I just don't want to live like this right now. I had silicone + septum & open type. I didn't do any osteotomy or anything like that. During my previous consultation, the doctor told me that if it is removed, it will almost return to its original state. The price was around the mid-twenty hundred range. It's a waste of money. Why wasn't I satisfied with my face? Being natural is really pretty, but I wonder why I ended up like this because I was greedy, and I feel sorry to my parents. I feel like I need to work part-time and study hard... I'm entering college as a freshman this time. So, in order to have it removed, the doctor said it should be done within 2 weeks, but I plan to have it done within 2 weeks. Waiting for 6 months means that I have to look like this when I meet my friends for the first time, and I have to meet them again 6 months later with a different look (no nose silicone removal, not rhinoplasty), but that's also really scary.. My nose wasn't that ugly to begin with . I wonder how it ended up like this... and I even thought about having a second surgery. I feel like I'll probably regret it a hundred times. I learned from here that there are too many people who undergo revision surgery after revision surgery. If I wasn't so dissatisfied with my original nose, I think I would be happier in the end if I just removed it all, returned to my original appearance without being greedy, and lived a satisfied life. Even if they tell you to go to the hospital and wait, wouldn't it be better to tell them you're going to have surgery? How much will the swelling go down if it is removed? I'm curious about that too , so please let me know if you've had it removed. I can stay at home at least until the end of February of my own volition, but I want to go to the regular meeting in early February... ㅜ Please help, I'm seriously asking for your opinions . ( Oh , in addition, you said that the bridge of your nose is normal to slightly wide. That's why you wrote that the surgery is done thinly. You didn't tell me this, but it was written on the computer, so I saw it... My nose bridge is slightly wider than normal. I think it played a big role in my image... I really hate being thin ㅠㅠ) +) There are people who told me not to do it at the same hospital. But it doesn’t matter, right? It's not that the surgery itself was wrong, but I think the person who did the surgery has to do it to remove it properly.
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SUNGYESA
