I'm leaving a message because I've been getting a lot of messages; If you search for my posts, you'll see... I wrote in a post that my nose was going crazy and in pain a month after the surgery and the incision was removed 15 days ago ... I've been going out these days, and the scar around my nose is the same, and as for the scar... if you apply primer, BB cream, concealer, and powder, it's not really noticeable . Also, my nose was a bit soft for about a month and a half, but it's gotten a lot harder these days. I've also been taking Rezaben three times a day . I rarely do hot compresses anymore, and when I wash my face, I wash it with warm water and rub and massage my nose whenever I remember; The reason I started walking outside.. was because my friend came to my house at night because she was worried about me and talked to me, and she said she couldn't tell that my nose had changed - I was wondering if it was because it was dark at night and was just hanging out, but my friend came unexpectedly in broad daylight with a cake saying it was my birthday (I was crying again looking in the mirror..ㅠㅠ) But she said it wouldn't be noticeable unless you deliberately raised your head and looked closely - -... Of course I put on makeup and went out.. If you don't make up, it's obvious;; So... is it really okay... and really going out in front of the house little by little.. and going to cafes and pubs at night wearing a hat.. and so on.. and so on.. and so on.. and so on. Of course, I keep massaging and rubbing my nose and paying attention to it, and I keep looking in the mirror. That's why I only meet close friends. My nostrils are a bit swollen because of the scar, but I don't care. When I looked at my nose recently... my left nostril is more visible. When you look at it from the front... so when I massage it , I sweep down one side more. And my nose feels a bit blunter;.. my pores on my nose are really shrunken.. but I'm worried that my nose is getting harder.. ㅠㅠㅠ I have to wait a little longer . I don't know much about nosebleeds and stuff. One nostril may be more visible because of the scar and contracture, but I'm trying not to worry too much about it... ㅠㅠ It's not so swollen that anyone would say anything... so I'm just going to live my life ㅠㅠ It'll go away with time... If I just stay at home... I think it's just a matter of time before I become mentally disabled... I don't really think much about it. And..I only look at my nose..After meeting some friends and going out...I feel a bit better. Of course, it's not like my nose is that shrunken or sunken in, so I'm going to go out like this..I'm still concerned about my nasal passages...But I'm going to live thinking that I'm grateful for this much...If it doesn't get any worse from here..I'm really not going to be greedy anymore ㅠㅠ I'm going to live gratefully for this situation ㅠㅠ..I'm going to live thinking that I'm grateful for going out, working part-time, and going to school ㅠㅠㅠAh, when I was stuck at home, my nose was really weird, but my friends kept telling me that it was okay, that it wasn't obvious, that it was the same ....Is that really true? Is it obvious?I think that way..You guys too...Don't worry too much..Meet your close friends and talk to them..ㅠㅠIf it's burdensome, go out at night. I really started going out because of my friends ㅠㅠㅠ... I'm rubbing my nose again with the belief that it'll get better and better. ㅠㅠ..I'll update you on the progress next time~~
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SUNGYESA
