I had a rhinoplasty today~ I said I would just do the brow bridge.. I have a bit of a lump in my nose .. To match that .. I tried to put silicone in it.. So... I polished it up a bit and put silicone on it to make my forehead stand up. I said that I would raise it by 3 to 4 mm.. The surgery time has increased by that much.. And I am not good at anesthesia . .......;; This is even when I split the molars to remove them because they are lying down..;; Likewise, I continued anesthesia in between. Anyway, I have double eyelids and other ill health.. I have had more surgeries in the hospital .. This is my 4th surgery experience. Numerous tests I received while I was in the hospital.. Antibiotic injections.. What and what ? If I had to do surgery twice, I would never do it.. It hurts..-_- The pain is tolerable .. I don't know how scary it was.. The feeling is dirty. I'm blocking my nostrils and I keep pushing and grabbing them... Really...the feeling of fear...the fear... I have nothing to do with swelling or bruising or anything like that... I have a severe obsessive compulsive disorder when it comes to washing . Because of this, I'm going to go back now.. When I came home, the traffic light changed..I ran a little; I'm not even plugging the cotton.;; I'm just attaching the tape. I don't bleed; I don't know. I really want to wash my face right now.. it’s refreshing.. ㅠㅠㅠㅠ More than anything, the results of the surgery now are just.. artificial..too natural..I just don’t like it..;; I don't think much of it.. I just hope... that there is no inflammation.. But after the surgery, it was a very difficult journey... I smoked a cigarette ... ..;;;;;
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SUNGYESA
