Rhinoplasty... really... did I work hard for over a year and quit my job to get a nose like this? Was I going to live my whole life with the dishonorable title of a plastic surgeon just to get a nose like this? What's the point of living this life? I just wanted to try something... and it's holding me back like this. I thought getting my nose done would turn my life around 180 degrees. I thought I'd start a new life. My face hasn't changed much either. My face is crooked and I don't like it. My friends who see me say it doesn't show. I don't want to take pictures. I'm still going to Sungye Publishing. What's changed? How am I going to face my family with a nose that's worse than my aunt's who had surgery 20 years ago... What will they say... Will I get hurt... All kinds of thoughts are coming to mind... Rhinoplasty is truly a hit or miss. If the swelling gets worse from here... there's no answer. Is Korea really a plastic surgery mecca? What kind of technology has changed between 20 years ago and now? Other than the fact that they split the bridge and tip of the nose for plastic surgery, what's changed? The bridge of the nose is still noticeable and the rich are the ones who get it... Sigh... Still, I don't regret the decision I made, but I think it would be better not to do it with the expectation that my life will turn 180 degrees, so I'm writing this with an open mind.
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