I've been to the underworld

The nose was originally high, the side profile was pretty, and when viewed from the front, the nose was a little chubby, so it was a cute and young looking nose. But I did not want to hear the words of the young month, and I did not like the face of a baby while living in society, so I decided to have nose surgery . He said..Still, he wanted to make him look ugly, so he had surgery, but after the surgery, he looked in the mirror and thought he would turn over. The monster nose... The nostrils look like electric sockets and they are hollow. I was really surprised. I heard that the nasal cartilage was rearranged. The start of life..It doesn't get better even after a day, and the impression that it has changed too wildly..It's too uncomfortable and stuffy to have other substances in my nose..I can't breathe well..It's too hot under the light and it's too high, finally 3 months I removed it after a while.. I left the nose tip cartilage tied. I thought I was going to buy it..I lost 6kg in 3 months..But it wasn't over..The nose was gradually contracting and it became hard and pig nose..I really decided that I had a pretty nose and a pretty face. I knew that I could be. I followed my boyfriend because he was pretty, but now he said it was the truth and said he was ugly..I paid money to take care of my face, and I thought it was too much for me because I am sensitive to my real face. ..Only the nose...Even when I was sleeping, I dreamed of returning to my previous nose...I did a lot of regrets looking at the pictures before. It came down... Still, maybe it's because the cartilage on the tip of the nose is tied, so when you smile, the tip of the nose is fixed and the nose is separate... Like the glasses attached to the nose on horn-rimmed glasses.. After 6 months, go to the hospital and loosen the cartilage. I said I wanted to.. But the hospital said that somehow I would not do surgery. It's not good to keep touching it. I'm living now with the idea of ​​just living.. Every day I massage my nose to make it softer... 80% of it has found its place... but I miss my old self so much. A natural face is the prettiest.