I'm going to do a reoperation to the same doctor, but I feel bad.

It's been a month today and the swelling between the brows hasn't gone away Of course, it wasn't the swelling . I hoped it would be swelling. I changed from a cute face to a transgender person. After watching it for a month, I ca n't help but cry a lot, live holding a mirror and don't meet anyone. I wanted to die. I went to the doctor today. When I said that I raised my forehead too high, my attitude changes completely . My words are very sarcastic , ,,,, I feel very bad about people ... I can't get surgery anywhere else because I don't have money . I agreed to put it in ... I thought it would be better to take it out quickly because it's Gore-Tex, so I decided to get the surgery date as soon as possible , but I feel so relieved . It's upsetting, it 's unfair, it 's like that, I'll find out more and do it in a kind and follow-up place ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I'm annoyed . It's a surgery that lowers the forehead to the starting point of the implant, right?