Is it true that the nose swelling will go away??

It's been almost two months since my nose surgery... I had a hooked nose surgery, shaved off the bone, and laid it down with silicone... Maybe that's why the swelling seems to go down later than others... ㅠㅠ But... it's been slowly going down for a few days now. Well...but now that I look at it, it seems like the silhouette is skewed to the left. The tip of my nose is also crooked... If I hold two mirrors and look at them from the side, I can see a line on the left... but not on the right... I can't see the line... so I took a picture, but it came out leaning to the left... I'm so scared that I can't even go to the hospital. Is it because the swelling hasn't gone down yet? I'm so worried...I don't think I can sleep...