ㅇ A .. I’m going to die of anxiety ㅠㅠ

I put 3.5mm soft thread in my nose and used cartilage.. It's been 8 days and I still feel like my nose is stuffy . Looking from the side, my nose is very sharp with a pair of socks . It's so thick..;;;-ㅅ- I want to believe that the swelling hasn't gone down yet...;; If you really look at the front view... I think it's much better before the surgery . ㅇ A.. I was upset so I only smoked..ㅠㅠㅠ ㅇ A.. I’m going crazy