After getting nose surgery, I wrote hastily, calmed down again, erased it, and wrote it again. First of all, I only had the tip of my nose done with the nasal septum + ear cartilage... It was really, really painful. There are some people who say it doesn't hurt, but I honestly wasn't confident about my nose before I had it, so I wasn't sure about the nose surgery. But when I actually did it, I felt a little empty... I was scared that I might do something wrong... I also felt guilty for changing the face that my mom and dad made for me... but I also had such a complex that... um... it felt like people were only looking at my nose when they looked at me. ..I'm always worried...stressedㅠㅠ So I did it...I got on the operating table and fell asleep in the blink of an eye...Oh my god...I'll never have another such fun and scary experience. It's like... I feel like I'm in Alice in Wonderland... I was really immersed in the 4th dimension, like going down a swimming pool slide;; But I was unconsciously shaking because I was scared;; Anyway, I slept like that for a few minutes and when I woke up, the doctor was removing my ear cartilage. I wasn't here for rhinoplasty, but it took a long time as if I was here for ear plastic surgery;; After I completely came to my senses, they started the nose surgery. Even though I was under anesthesia, I could feel the pain little by little. I guess it's because I'm sensitive. And the sound;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;,.,. The sound of scraping ? I had surgery to lower the tip of my nose, but now I have a completely snub nose;;; Café members say that the swelling will go away over time, so I just believe them... It will go down ㅠㅠ Hehehe.. We'll have to wait a few months to find out, but it looks pretty good right now. It seems... and honestly, it seems too early to say this or that... I want the swelling to go down quickly so I can live my daily life properly... Too many people pretend that plastic surgery is nothing... Especially celebrities... I thought it wasn't a big deal. I said...it's very difficult and painful and heartbreaking...and it takes a long time to get even just the tip of the nose done;; that's also a surgery...I really respect the people who have had it several times...ㅠㅠNow, I'm going to stop looking at those celebrities who have had plastic surgery in a negative light. .It's amazing and makes me cry when I think about how difficult it must have been for them. I think plastic surgery really takes courage and you have to have a strong will to do it. If I have any regrets, even if the surgery I did now is not 100% perfect... even if I like it 60-70%, I'll just live with that nose for the rest of my life without having to have it again until I die... I'm sure everyone does, but right now my nose hurts and is in so much pain . It's so sad and difficult... I don't know how I'll survive the night I won... I really don't want to recommend it to anyone except those who have a complex about their looks... Plastic surgery... It's so painful... ㅠㅠ
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