[Tip of Nose] Silicone removed 2 months ago

It's been two months since I had the silicone removed because of the terrible tenderness and lumpy feeling in my nose. I wanted to go back to my original nose, but the tip of my nose had already been manipulated so much that I couldn't remove it and just repositioned it so it wouldn't be heard. Still, since my nose was lowered, there was less pressure on my skin, but the tenderness was gone. It's not like my nose is like a pig's nose or the tip of my nose is soft. I think I should give up on this. I can't feel the difference between the bridge of my nose and the tip of my nose when I look at it with my eyes, but when I touch it, I can feel it slightly in the middle. But I'm not complaining because I can't see it with my eyes, and I'm satisfied because the tip of my nose looks prettier than my original nose. For the sake of my life, I will never be greedy for silicon again.