<쌩눈><쌍테+화장><쌍수후 얼마 안됨 (정면)><쌍수 후 화장><Bare Eyes><Double eyelashes + makeup><Not long after the double eyelid surgery (front)><Makeup after double eyelid surgery>I usually have small eyes, but I got double-rimmed glasses and they matched my face proportions well. My face was perfect for my age? It just had an innocent feel to it. I was quite popular. (If you want to see it quickly, scroll down and only look at the important parts.)
But I was bothered by getting double-rimmed glasses and my eyes seemed too small and I looked sleepy, so I got surgery at a large hospital in my third year of middle school.
I went to three places at first, and they all said I needed eye correction, and two places said I didn't need to get an epicanthoplasty. Since I usually make up for my epicanthoplasty with makeup, I ended up getting it done at a large hospital that recommended epicanthoplasty. I decided to get it done buried, but
when I drew the line, I wasn't greedy and chose a line between the lowest in-line and in-out line (Actually, I wanted it to be higher, but my parents scolded me, so I went with the lowest line. I think I should be grateful to my parents for that.)
I definitely went with the low line, but when I came out, my eyes were really big. And the line is even. Because of the epicanthoplasty, my baby face was cut off.
After that, it got better as the swelling went down. Hearing that,
nothing changed.
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After getting double eyelid surgery, the worst thing was that no one recognized me as a student, and when I went to the hospital, they asked for my ID, and when I had a meal with my parents, they even gave me a drink. Seriously, I had a really childish image before getting the surgery, but I thought I was going to die. When I
went to school, when kids talked about how I looked like them, they only said I looked like a monster, and my best friend said I looked like Ringkong, and that I looked a bit like a monster. Haha, but I knew it was a joke, but I really wanted to die..ㅋㅋ
My personality also got so bad, and I just wanted to die. Even when I look at myself through the rear camera, I look so monster-like and scary, but the lines are different,
and when I open my eyes, I look too upturned and suddenly I have an unwanted decadent look. Kids all ask if I'm glaring at them, and my impression doesn't look good, and I get a lot of hate because of that. I just looked at them. So they say that if I walk around with my eyes relaxed, I look sleepy, and that my double eyelid surgery is really noticeable, so what do they want me to do? How do they tell me to open my eyes? Should
I just close it and walk around? Ah seriously, I can't look at anyone anymore, I just talk while looking at the ground. It's so hard, so when I ask my friend if I should do it again, she says to just live the same way, saying that if I do it again, it'll be ugly and I'll ruin it.. No, then how am I supposed to live
? I wonder if it's because I overdid the eye correction surgery, or if I turned my head too much, I don't know, I just want to die. Do you think I'll ruin myself if I do the surgery again?
++If you only look at the eyes, it's so good, but if you look at the entire face (based on the line between the in and out), it's thick and the lines are uneven, and it doesn't match the overall face + I look older. It's been
10 months now and my eyes got bigger -> ok, I like it, but it doesn't match the rest of my face and it's unnatural, so I think people keep calling me a monster
. At first, I asked the doctor to make it natural so that it wouldn't change much from my current image.. but it's changed too much, and
the reason for plastic surgery is to make it harmonious and pretty, not to make only the eyes pretty when it's a completely different vibe from the rest of the face, and the proportions are all broken.. What's the point of making the eyes pretty if only
the eyes are left out, when the rest of the face doesn't match... ;;