3 types of facial contouring, day 4

Hello, I'm a person who is just waiting for the stitches to be removed. From the day of the surgery to the 3rd day, it was so painful that I thought I'd rather die. Why? It really hurts so much, but I can't go about my daily life… I thought about it to some extent, but once again, I feel grateful for things I took for granted… Of course, I can't sleep because of the pain, and since I can't sleep lying down, my back feels like it's going to break, and I can't open my mouth, so it hurts so much, I have to eat like I'm going to die, and I keep coughing up blood, especially when I go to bed… I have to go to work again tomorrow, so it's so hard. Above all, I'm a freshman in society who just finished my military service, and since I live alone, I know how sad it is to be sick alone… That's why I think I'm talking about it here ㅠㅠ If you don't just listen and leave a comment, I think I'd be so grateful. I'm writing this because I'm so sad even now while eating porridge ㅠㅠ