Three months after restoration of the front team... Stress

Next week , I'm going to get a scar removal injection,
 a 4-hour round trip.
 During the consultation, they said I wouldn't have to come to the hospital after the surgery to get the stitches removed, but
 going every month is so hard.
 
Now, three months later, the problem isn't the scar, but the asymmetry that's worsening.
 The shape of the nose (pointy, round) doesn't matter,
 so
 they asked me to make it as symmetrical
 as possible , but why is one side pointy and the other round?
 I'm going crazy because I'm more stressed out than before the nose job restoration.
 It was already so hard to have the surgery because of panic disorder and anxiety disorder ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Every
 time I look at my eyes,
 I think I'll have to repeat the surgery, so I'm anxious even if I take medication. If
 I don't put Duoderm on one side like this,
 I won't be able to go outside.
 I'm so
 pitiful.