I'm contemplating suicide with the outline (1 type of clown)

It's been 2 months since I did one type of contouring and cheekbones. I'll tell you about the side effects I'm experiencing.
 

First of all, what about contouring and cheekbones? Should I say it? It's just that the body of the cheekbone itself has grown significantly
 
. In fact, the cheekbones look bigger than before the surgery, and the cheeks are sagging next to the philtrum, making it look like a jigsaw when viewed from a distance. You can see that the fat under the cheekbones is saggy and shadowy, making it look much bigger...
 

Also, I think I've become a disabled person because I can't pronounce ㅂ and ㅍ.
 

The front cheeks stick out, the nasolabial folds look much darker, the eyes are droopy, and the side of the leaf tassels also looks grumpy.
 


Strangely, there is no air in my cheeks and there are too many side effects overall.
 

The most stressful thing among them is that my front cheeks protrude, making my cheekbones look much bigger.
 

The hospital said that it would get better with time because it was a sternum, and I also had something that wasn't there before and it definitely felt swollen, so I waited patiently, but no matter how much I waited, there was no sign of it going down.
 
 I used to have no fat on my face, but since it hasn't gone down for over two months, I wonder if this has become my face, so I just want to take revenge and die..
 

Everyone, never
 act like
a clown . met