Please look at my nose line, I’m so depressed ㅠ

<The line I wanted...><Every time I look at my nose, it just looks like this....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It's so depressing lol ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ>The splint was taken off yesterday and it's been 8 days since the surgery. I emphasized that I absolutely hate having a pointy nose and told myself to sleep in a round shape, but now that the splint has been taken off, the nose I hate the most is my nose and I want to punch it in right now ㅠㅠㅠ It's really, really, really high and someone is crushing it in front of me. I don't want it to be so angular that it just goes up there, and the hospital said I'll like it when the swelling goes down, but no matter how much I look at it and think about it going down and sagging, it's not at all the line I was thinking of. I wanted it straight, and it's donor ribs + nasal septum + silicone. My nose is too big. It looks like a witch's nose. Every time I look in the mirror, I want to break the mirror and remove the silicone right away. My nose was originally round, so I just wanted to keep its shape and raise it, but since I raised my nose too high, my appearance changes and it looks like a monster. I really want to go back to how it was before I did it. ...Is it true that I feel like it's too high right now because of the sagging and swelling?ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅜㅜㅜ