It's already been about 2 years since my nose surgery went wrong.
The reoperation at another hospital went really well, so
I'm currently doing well without any discomfort. But
still, when I look at pictures of the first surgery,
my heart flutters and I feel both anger and sadness.
Doctor on YouTube I guess most of them really need to be filtered out.
I was like that too. The
era has really come where anyone can be a doctor.
The fact that I am confident that I can do better than this even if I have surgery means
that the doctor is at fault. I
am saying this to make it nice and smooth. It is
really nonsense to me. It was really hard.
In fact, it's still hard.
Every time I go through this crazy hard time,
I feel like I'm only gnawing at myself.
What can I do about this?