There are a lot of times when I look in the mirror and stay up all night wondering why I look so ugly. When I look at my friends and the kids around them, they all have at least one or two pretty spots and I see their strengths more than their flaws. But when I look at my face, I feel really disgusted and disgusted. I hear this often and when I see my face, I feel like I just want to break the mirror. My self-esteem has already hit rock bottom and I don't have much confidence. So I rarely take selfies, and when I do take pictures, I edit them all really hard and then upload them. Please tell me how to raise my self-esteem. I'm worried that I'll end up with plastic surgery on even parts of my body.