Looks like my nose surgery went wrong

A month and a week have passed..
 Everything else was fine before the nose surgery
 , but my nose looked a bit spread out, so I had the surgery because I wanted to make it look sharper.
 The columella became shorter, the forehead became avatar
 , and the tip of the nose was shaped like a semi-lined line (straight round).
 The nose also got shorter (as it was before). (Short sniff)
 Everyone around me~~ every single one of them says the former is better.
My parents are really worried about my nose. They ask me
 if I have to live with this nose for the rest of my life. I want to die. I have to take pictures of my face to
 make a living, but when I take pictures, I look like a monster and don't even take pictures. It's so hard
 . I'm so depressed that I feel like I'm going to die. Seriously, I worry about dying every night.
 Seriously.