Especially in today's society, appearance is very important.
Even those who say that appearances are everything admit that we live in a society where appearances have great merit, and many people say that appearances are an important part of life. I saw that there is a
place that has a notice stating that appearances are looked at when looking for a part-time job right now. I felt that the reality I wanted to ignore was scarier than I thought. In addition to
this social atmosphere, my environment when I was young, the stories I heard, negative thinking circuits, etc., in the end, my external self-esteem fell severely... I was busy comparing both downwards and upwards. I'm living life.
The frustrating thing is that it is difficult to become a beneficiary of lookism even if you get plastic surgery. Since the original image is also important and reality,
can I change just because I get plastic surgery? I can't even imagine myself thinking in a positive way, and honestly, I don't have the will or motivation to do so.
But my face doesn't change even after taking medicine and receiving counseling. Can it change without dealing with the root cause? (I have experience taking medication, but this is not the case. I kept having a hard time thinking about it)
It would be nice to do both at the same time, but I don't have the time to
do that... I'm worried. Is it possible for me to love my ugly self even if others envy me and don't like me... I haven't been able to do that before, and I
don't think I will be able to in the future.
What should I do!!
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