It's swelling...is it supposed to last this long???

I had the surgery againㅜㅜ I think I got it done at a place that isn't famous for eye surgery.. I regret paying so much money right now. It's been exactly a month and one day since I got it done, but it looks so artificial, and the front line is so puffy that I really hate looking at it.. The swelling is really bad, I feel like I'm going to become a sausage.. My right eye is okay, but my left eye line was so big that there are two lines at the back. I went to the hospital yesterday, and they said I'll have to wait until the swelling goes down and that I'm the type that gets swollen for a long time, and to wait for 6 months... I 'm so depressed and anxious right now. My friends who got their eyes done all went down in a week and looked so pretty, but I feel like I did it for nothing and I'm really, really depressed... I think I'm depressed.. And the red incision mark is really bad. It's still as bad as someone who just got the surgery the day before yesterday.. What should I do? Is there no other way than to just keep waiting?