Please let me know if it will be okay if I remove my nose!!! ㅠㅠㅠPlease ㅜ

I wrote about it in the reoperation review, but it seems like I'm not getting any replies, so I'm impatient, so I'm writing it here as well. I'm
 stressed about my curved nose and big nose, so
 I had surgery two months ago to trim my curved nose, osteotomy, donor ribs (apparently used as a support), and nasal septum (lengthening surgery) with 3mm silicone
 . I like the side view, but the side of the nose bridge is very strange, as if it was shaded according to the light, perhaps because the bridge of the nose was raised too high with silicone. I
 am thinking about removing the whole thing, but
 I am worried that if I remove it, it will look more spread out and weird than before. That's okay..
 Do you want to make an osteotomy so it looks less spread out than before?
 I'm so stressed out every day that I feel like I want to die. I have no appetite and I don't eat well, so I keep losing weight. It's very difficult mentally and physically. Also, my nose is still stuffy and sometimes I smell something strange.
 So, I wonder if these symptoms will go away if I completely remove it. Please give
 me some advice! If I have to remove it, I'm thinking of having it done at the hospital where the surgery was performed. It already looks strange, smells bad, and my nose is stuffy. I've even talked about having it removed entirely, but I'm worried about how much it will cost to remove it.