I don’t want to get a fucking nose!!!!!

I've been looking for hospitals for a month and going to and from Seoul three times for consultations, but
 I really don't want silicone.
 (It's just my opinion, but I think silicone will have side effects at some point, whether it's 5 years, 10 years, or 30 years.)
 I looked into non-implants, but I guess it's mine. It's like a nose that's hard to get without implants... haha.
  The body doesn't have enough materials... I'm going to use what I can, but I wonder if I'll have to spend a little money and have to do it in pain anyway.
   It's not a pretty nose that requires surgery like that around me. Even when I do filler, they say it's just okay lol, so I
 'm just replacing it with filler and trying to survive.
 Of course, I'm going to do forehead fat grafting ~~^^
 I couldn't sleep for a month because I was worried about what to do with my nose surgery, and I was so stressed that I got gastritis and enteritis. Haha,
 you too . Unless your nose is so ugly that people swear at you... I think it's better to just live with it. They say
 there are a lot of revision surgeries for noses...
 If you're thinking about getting one, be sure to research carefully!
 I can't have surgery if I think about the side effects. I guess that's true.
  Those who decided on surgery! I hope everyone goes well and this is your last surgery! Haha, I'm a side effect coward so I gave up....!!