Is it noticeable even with just 1mm of silicone? Silicone removal/reoperation

I used 3.5mm silicone to tie the nasal septum and cartilage and put ear cartilage in. Will it be noticeable with just 1mm of silicone? Actually, I thought about removing it altogether, but I thought it would look too out of place .. I used 3.5mm silicone , and they said it wasn't noticeable, but it's just me. What? ㅠㅠ It started high between the eyebrows, and every time I go to see the progress, it gets lower and lower. I told them every time, but there was no change, and in the end, after 7 months, there was no change. After a month, I was told that the scar on the tip of my nose had grown so much that I should have surgery to remove the scar on the tip of my nose, and the eyebrows would also come down . Oh shit. There are a lot of things I want to say, but the doctor said really , really. Really? is it? And then they say it's gone. Damn it ㅠㅠ What I want to do the most is to remove a little bit of ear cartilage and remove the silicone altogether... I like the shape of the nostrils and things like that ... but the 11-character silhouette is also annoying ㅠㅠ I just know everything! I wonder if they put silicone in it . ㅠㅠ The tip of my nose is lumpy and an acquaintance of mine had to take a leave of absence from school because of the surgery to remove it. I've been living under a lot of stress for the past 6 months. Sigh. But does just 1mm of silicone give it any realness? The doctor said that it would n't be noticeable even if I had 3.5mm, so of course he would say that 1mm wouldn't be noticeable, and the thing that annoys me the most is the forehead!!!!! I don't like it when it starts from the height between the eyebrows ㅠㅠ Damn, my bangs are blowing in the wind for the first time in 6 years and it's annoying, and if it's not there, it's complete ㅠㅠ It's a huge tee.