The silicone is coming out of my nose...

I'm worried because my skin isn't that thick. I don't want to make my nose high like a celebrity's. I had a consultation a few days ago and I didn't want to touch the tip of my nose, but the doctor recommended that I get it done on the tip of my nose. It's cheap and I've seen many people around me who got it done well, so I was making up my mind...ㅜㅠ The doctor showed me the silicone, which was L-shaped silicone, and only the tip of the nose was in the shape of a nose (flesh-colored). Is this also L-shaped? She said that she personally carves the silicone to fit her own nose. However, I was frustrated again when I heard on the internet that L-shaped noses have many side effects. ㅜㅠ I think I would be willing to get the surgery if the silicone didn't stick out of my nose.... Why does the silicone stick out of my nose???