I'm completely lost in COBOL.

After the surgery, I keep looking at the mirror. I can't wash my face properly... They tell me not to use a nose pack... That's why my nose is oily, shiny, and bleeding, and it's no joke, and I have a pimple on the border between my nose and cheeks. It's small... So I squeezed it , thinking it would be okay since it wasn't the same as the surgery ... For reference, it's been 13 days since the surgery... Yesterday... But the wings of my nose... That's why the cheek area of ​​my nose has sunk in . It goes in the way it looks...and doesn't come out. I thought it would be okay as time goes by, but I woke up and it was still the same......... How is this happening???? I'm on the verge of completely fainting... I've been holding on to the mirror all day today... I've done Silly Cartilage... I think I also added Alloderm... I didn't reduce the amount of COBOL . Will this part come out again?? ?? Or do I really have to keep living like this??? It's been about a day now and it's still the same... Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe please help me