I can't even pick my nose...ㅜㅜ

I spent all my savings and decided to let go of all the regrets and sorrows I had. I had eye and nose surgery. It's been about 8 days now. My eyes are still puffy, but my nose is mostly swollen. Anyway, before, my nose bridge was short and upturned, and I had almost no bridge between my eyebrows. But after the surgery, I was surprised that my nose bridge became straighter. It doesn't look like my nose and it's awkward, but my nose looks okay.. When I look at my entire face, my nose looks too long. My face is round and my chin is short, but my forehead is high, so my nose looks really long. I keep thinking of a 'horse' and I want to cut my nose length short. Or I'm thinking of getting surgery without a nose job. I guess this is why I'm addicted to plastic surgery. ㅜㅜ Is there any way to fix my nose that looks too long? It's only been 8 days, so is it possible for the swelling between my eyebrows to go down so that it can be lowered? I tried to become pretty... but my face turned into something I find repulsive. Whenever I look in the mirror, I somehow want to eat kimchi. I feel like... I thought this to myself before, but I still thought it was cute. Hahaha