I'm 19 this year, and my face shape is so stressful that I always cover it with my hair, can't look people in the eye, and when I look in the mirror, I want to blow it all away because my complex is so bad. My mom barely convinced me to go to several counseling centers and I went to get it for the first time, but the doctor said that if I'm a senior in high school, I should study and come back next year (but I dropped out, so I don't go to school anyway because I have enough time to rest). My mom heard that and told me to cancel all my counseling appointments at other places and told me to cancel and go to this hospital next year, and she's really pressuring me. But I want to go to other hospitals for counseling and I really want to do it this year. I wonder how I'm going to live until next year with this face. It's so stressful. I cried a little while getting counseling, and the doctor said that my face isn't that bad and that it's my problem, and my mom told me to go to a psychiatrist and I'm going crazy. My mom strongly said that I can't do it now, so I think I really have to do it next year. Even if I'm 20, can I do it without a guardian until after my birthday? I know an older sister who has a birthday Even though it hasn't passed yet, I'm getting double eyelid surgery and filler and everything... Can't I do it by myself in January when I turn 20?
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