It feels like I've come a really long way.
Since the year it was made, I started to feel stressed
because my implants were too bent. Last year, I ended up suffering from unexplained headaches and tenderness (not inflammatory contractures), so I looked into removing them, but I couldn't give up on the cosmetic aspect and felt like I would feel a great sense of loss. I vaguely looked into reoperation.
I think I went to 10 places to look for reoperation.
Yesterday, I was getting a consultation for removal. The director
said that removal is the answer when you're worried about removal and reoperation, and that there's a good reason why you've thought about removal even once. It's really one. It felt like I was hit. That's true..
He hit me while I was escaping from reality haha.
People who are going for reoperation don't even think about removing it haha
. They also said that their thoughts have changed a lot in a year. I
went for a consultation here last year too. ㅠㅠ
After the consultation. On the way home, I thought about it and felt like I had lost my original purpose and wandered.. When I
got home, I was so depressed that I cried and complained, but I decided to get rid of it because I wanted to live comfortably without it when I made up my mind. I thought it
was plastic surgery in 2011 and 2012. I thought it was 2012 or 2013 haha.
I looked up pictures before plastic surgery to prepare to go back hahaha.
I have to prepare my mind every day to go back ㅠㅠ It makes me sad to think that I don't have many days left to live like this.
The relationship with the boring implants is now over. It's the end.
Please support me....