I'm a college student, but I can't really do my school work, so I took a leave of absence and just live locked up in my room
. I didn't do anything too greedy, but I'm in a deficit compared to before, so I really hate life. Things you can only do in your 20s... I know it all in my head, but because I failed at plastic surgery, all my plans were ruined and time just keeps passing by.
Before plastic surgery, I was always confident, and if someone was rude, I would act confidently, but after failing at plastic surgery, when someone does something wrong to me, instead of being confident, I get more intimidated and can't say anything. I don't even wish for plastic surgery to go well. I just want to go back to how I was before plastic surgery....