Failed double eyelid surgery

I did it 2 years ago and I've had 3 revision surgeries at the same hospital, but it still looks like this... Originally, my eyes and eyebrows are close together, so I should've done in-line or in-out, but I was greedy and wanted a semi-out, so I was recommended an upper eyelid surgery and did a complete incision. The reason I got it done was because my eyelids were droopy and covered the line, and my eyelids were thick and scary, so I did it, but really... I also had excessive liposuction, so the area under my double eyelid line is thin and my eyelids are thick. Because of the overcorrection, my eyes are heavy and tired even when I open them. When I close my eyes, the scars from the knife are clear, so I want to die... I really want to go back to how I looked before the surgery. Right now, I want to change my double eyelids to in-line like Suzy's and restore my upper eyelid surgery. I'm really looking into revision surgery for the last time, so please give me some recommendations and advice. Please let me know a hospital that's good at revision surgery that can change semi-out to in-line...