Hello, I'm a middle school student and I'm currently getting my eyes, nose, and philtrum contoured
. I won't reveal my exact age due to the specificity of the matter..
I wasn't obsessed with my appearance from the beginning
. I didn't wear glasses until the beginning of the semester. Since my eyesight is bad, I could only see my face when I was really close, about 10cm from the mirror.
You know how anyone looks pretty when they look close in the mirror? ㅋㅋ
Even though I'm not terribly pretty, I think I look pretty enough, and sometimes when I put on makeup, I feel good because I look pretty.
Then I started wearing colored contact lenses for the first time.
I saw my face from far away and it was really ugly...
My nose is so flat and low that you can only see the tip of my nose, my philtrum is as long as my chin, my mouth is short and blunt, my eyes are so small that you can't see them, and my face is all chubby and wrinkled.
After that, I couldn't even look in the mirror, and when I woke up in the morning and I was so ugly that I cried and skipped school, and my mom and dad tried to help me at first, but after a few months, they gave up and got angry and told me to get counseling.
I was pretty good at studying and was even preparing for high school entrance exams, but I've been comparing myself to pretty girls and giving up on studying for quite some time. I used
to have a fun personality, but these days, I don't even want anyone to see my face, so I've been timid and all my good points have disappeared.
Those of you who are obsessed with appearance, please give me some advice and go.
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