I have nothing to do, so I'm going to write a long post for nothingㅋㅋ
When I was very young, my asymmetry wasn't that bad, but when I was a teenager, I could feel that my face wasn't as symmetrical as other kids' faces.
Back then, I didn't know the term "facial asymmetry", but... back then, I had a habit of taking selfies and flipping them left and rightㅜ
My teeth were too misaligned to say it was because of my lifestyle, so if you think about it, it must have been natural
ㅠ And my pelvis was already crooked, so my legs were different lengths since I was youngㅠㅋㅋ
Of course, my face is also different in the forehead length and width, eyebrow position, shape, thickness, eye position, pupil size, eye shape, horizontal and vertical length of both eyes, degree of protrusion or sunken eyeballs, nose position, nostril size, nose bridge and nose shape when taking photos of the left and right sides, width and height of the lips, height of the corners of the mouth, lip size, lip position, and face shape. There
's really no symmetrical part on my face.. My body must be the sameㅋㅋㅋ
You can already see the neck length on both sides Shoulder shape, height, chest position, size, etc. are all different ㅠ
In the past, I thought I was the only one like this, so I really worried a lot, and I hated myself for being like that, so I tried hard to get things corrected
. At first, I couldn't get it during lunch because my mom kept nagging me, but I started getting braces when I was a freshman in college, when everyone else wanted to be the prettiest
. Even though I was so ugly back then, I was so happy.. That's why I liked having braces on because they felt like accessories ㅋㅋ
Since I started earning money by working part-time, I've gotten my eyebrows semi-permanently symmetrical as much as possible, and I've done
everything I can with fillers and botox to make my face shape and lips as symmetrical as possible.
I've had 3.5 eye treatments (the reason it's 0.5 is because I only did one more treatment ㅋㅋ) so far, I've tried to make my eyes even
. My first nose was a total mess, but I tried really hard to fix the mess I made the first time and to straighten the crooked part..
The reason I said I tried hard is because I don't think my symmetry will ever be as good as I want it to be... ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
But even then, when I didn't do it, it was really, really I'm satisfied
sometimes 10 years ago.. now it's not like I was a college student even though it was 10 years ago ㅡ ㅡ Anyway, when I look at pictures from 10 years ago or when I was a college student, I think I would have a fresh ^^ look, but my face is so different from now and I'm definitely uglier than after plastic surgery so I'm super surprised ㅠ F*ck, I've been surprised more than once or twice that I originally looked like this
.
It's not that I didn't think about double jaw surgery or face contouring, but it was too big of a surgery for me and
what.. I'll get it done if I do it, but if I don't like it, I feel like there's really no answer then, so in the end I worried about it
but didn't. Now, if I get surgery, it'll sag as soon as it's done, so it's better not to do it than not to do itㅋㅋㅋ
On the contrary, that's why I feel better because I can't do it anyway and it's not something I have to worry about anymore, so all my options have disappeared
. If I were younger, would I have kept worrying??
What else can I do to fix my asymmetry now? Lip line tattoo (I tried everything but my lip shape is still different...ㅠ), body correction with exercise or manual therapy, facial correction, and changing my lifestyle habits..? I'm thinking about that, but
now that I'm in my mid-30s, I'm just living with the mindset of living an ordinary life, and I don't have high expectations for plastic surgery or procedures, or for results that I think are perfect. I'd like it
to be 100 better than before, but I think it's okay even if it's 20~30, no, 10 better. ㅋㅋ
In other words, how can I improve without ruining myself? It's better to take even one step forward, not go back. ㅡ ㅡ
Now, I have asymmetry and I'm proud of my current face, and if I can delay aging even a little, that's the best. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ In fact, I had a lot of sagging skin before. It's not just me who had those worries. There aren't many people with symmetry like I thought. You don't have to be perfectly symmetrical to be pretty.
Oh, since we're talking about aging, I thought I was the prettiest when I was 30, and I loved myself back then. I worked out hard. I was healthy but at my lowest weight in my life and started wearing makeup really late, around 27, and by the time I was around 30, I had gotten used to it to suit my face. I taught myself a ton by watching YouTube, so I thought my 30s weren't a big deal~ I lived my life thinking I was the best in my 30s, but when I turned exactly 35, wow, my under-eyes are saggy and saggy... I also gained weight faster and more drastically than before. I didn't know I would get surgery on my body, but the weight I gained in a short period of time never came off, so I even had liposuction on my arms. ㅠ
Just 2 years ago, I used to wear sleeveless tops in the summer, and to be honest, I didn't weigh that much, but strangely, all the 4-5kg I gained compared to before went to my arms, so I gained a lot of weight;; I didn't have any bulging back or anything to begin with, but the outline of my arms, which used to be square, became round like sausages; In the end, I got liposuction and my arms returned to where they were when I
was skinny, although they weren't as thin as bone
. What's so frustrating is that if I never had one, I wouldn't know, but I clearly had one before, but it disappeared and I couldn't get them back with a lot of effort, so I tried to buy one(?). I don't know about anything else, but liposuction really hurts. But since a good thing is a good thing, I'm satisfied with this too ㅋㅋ To be honest, I want to get my whole body ㅋㅋ
I have a lot of complaints about my appearance, but fortunately, the one thing I was born with is my skin, and as I get older, I realize that the saying that nothing can change with age ㅠ ㅋㅋ Oh my, I'm crying.. Adults are never wrong ㅠ But I'm also old now ㅠ F**k, this makes no sense ㅠ
If I had gotten contouring before, my face would have sagged 500% by now and I would have been in debt from getting all kinds of lifting procedures ㅠ
Actually, I was regularly getting Skin Booster, Rejuran, filler, botox, fat grafting, and laser lifting, but I didn't get any procedures done for about three months because I was preparing to change jobs. As I said before, I can really feel my middle part sagging;; I want to earn money like a dog again and tighten my corset really badlyㅠ
I'm scared of getting older too, but when I become a real housewife, I'll either let it all go or leave it to the techniques of that time, lol
If there are any ordinary people who are still younger than me reading this, please don't drink and smoke too much, eat healthy food, exercise regularly, and try to sleep early and well as much as possible... Don't be like me..ㅜ Especially since I hated exercising since I was young, I'm not good at it, and I had no interest in it, so I never did it at all, so now that I'm older, it's so hard to do it as a routine, but I feel like I'll die if I don't, so I just do it...
Of course, you wouldn't listen to this when you're young, right?ㅋㅋㅋ I was like that when I was young, too ㅋㅋ Oh, and it's also important to try to live optimistically so that you don't get too sensitive internally. That way, even if you fail at plastic surgery, or even if things don't go the way you want, you'll get sick less... You won't not get sick. I still haven't completely gotten over that temperament, so the story is really long..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ But really Even as you get older, having a bad menopause or a severe case of dandruff is more ugly than you think, so please fix it... This is maybe even more important than fixing your face... Why don't you fix it? The people around you have a really hard time dealing with such an unsociable and unrealistic person, they can't understand it, and eventually they leave...
When I look back and think about it, this post is so long ㅋㅋㅋ Everyone is on vacation and has nothing to do, so I wrote everything I wanted to say ㅋ
If you have any questions, I'll answer them.
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