I had my lip filler melted after a year and it looks like it's ruined

I got filler at a famous hospital for lip fillers a year ago, and right after the swelling went down, these granules formed
 and even after a year and a month, they still hadn't gone away.
 
When I went to retouch it, they said it seemed to be clumping together and told me to forcefully re-mold it, but no matter what I did, it just hurt and the clumps wouldn't go away. It was really frustrating;
 At the hospital, other people said that they were good at doing molding themselves, but
 maybe it was because I got the filling (domestic products are a bit firmer and better),
 but anyway, I was really dissatisfied, anxious, and
 
felt bad for over a year. But I have a bit of a protruding mouth, and my upper teeth are crooked, so my mouth looked more protruding.
 And at first, the shape of my lips was similar to what I wanted, and the volume was plump, so
 I felt good even though there were grains on my upper lip, but
 as time went by, my philtrum looked longerㅋㅋㅋ. When
 looking from the side, my mouth looked more protruding^.^
 
So I thought this was not it, so I went to get botox at a low price this time and also dissolved filler at the same time,
 but the price of hyaluronic acid really varies from hospital to hospital, but
 here in Gangnam, it's not an extremely expensive hospital,
 but they charge 110,000 won for hyaluronic acid;
 The place I got it melted before was in Apgujeong and it cost 50,000 won.
 The one I got melted there really melted well but
 the price here is also 2 bands, and I feel like I wasted money because you can see the granules that I was stressed out about didn't melt and I'm so stressed out.. They
 even didn't apply any anesthetic cream before removing it..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I almost passed out because it hurt~
 
Lip filler itself is expensive and painful, and melting it is also expensive and painfulㅋㅋㅋㅋ
 It seems that lip filler should be done more carefully and at a good place than other areas.. <You have to keep in mind that you won't be satisfied even if you go to a place like this.
 
Also, when lip filler is removed, your lips become very dry and wrinkled, and
 I can't get used to thisㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It won't work for a while, but if it keeps getting wrinkled like this, should I get filler put in again?
 My lips didn't really have that many wrinkles to begin withㅠㅠ
 It seems like it really depends on the hospital.