Dangers of Rhinoplasty

My nose was broken by someone else, and even after surgery in the emergency room, my nose was crooked and curved. So I had plastic surgery a year later and wanted a natural look, but my nose looked too high and flashy, so I went to the hospital to have the tip of my nose raised by a few millimeters. I asked, and they treated the patient like a cold person.. I was really surprised and scared. Before the surgery, they were like angels, but after the surgery, they told me not to bother them if I asked any questions or came to worry.. So I had a really hard time for about 3 weeks and wondered how my nose could grow. I went to one of the three major hospitals to have it removed without knowing it might have been there. But I had it removed early, and my nose got even weirder... I'm in my early 20s now, and I used to be a very active and positive child. I haven't seen anyone for three months. My personality has changed a lot. I used to speak well, but I stutter a lot and I have a hard time organizing my thoughts and speaking. Now, a lot of what I'm saying isn't organized well... I'm spending days where I want to die so much. I can't even go to school.