It's been 3 years since my breasts are so big, it's stressful.

It's already been 3 years... I decided to get breast surgery due to excessive dieting since I was young. I
 am a person who wanted a natural look that fits my body without any greed for size. However,
 compared to the average woman, my ribcage is very large and I have a developed hip and lower body type. I was told that it would be awkward to use an ambiguous size, so I trusted the doctor and went with full size. They say people considering breast surgery always like bigger ones. I really wanted to have the right size as others, but I regret it because it was too big.. I even went to the hospital and tried getting a plastic surgery. I trusted the doctor, but I think it was my responsibility to leave the decisions about my body to someone else, a doctor.. According to the teacher, if I had gone for a bee cup or something smaller, I would have regretted it because it would have been too small for my chest pain and would not have created a feminine line. But I wonder if it's like that again... I
 guess this is why there is no such thing as a perfect surgery. My breasts are so big now that I live in society. I live with the fear that my company or any organization will show me that I had surgery.
 I just wanted to live like other people, so I spent a lot of money and time, but
 it's just in vain.