I'm posting this in a hurry so please help me ㅠ (id younger sister)

I had my first ptosis and double eyelid surgery on January 12th. They said my eyes were so unique that they didn't go up properly (The eyes didn't get that big, only lines appeared and the swelling didn't go down well) So I had reoperation on the 22nd They said they raised it more than when they had the first surgery (are my eyes lazy? They say they are eyes..) And a week later, on the 29th, I went for an inspection His eyes got bigger and the line rose strangely At the time of surgery, equally natural lines were created on both sides My eyes are so special that as the swelling goes down, the shape of the raised eye does not follow the original line.. What does it look like The center of the nose has become round and enlarged, but the outer corner of the eyes is thick and the swelling has not gone down well. From what I can see, a certain part of the center line rises sharply Anyway, like this, I will have the third surgery on January 30th. They say they will only modify the design a little this time I'm worried that if I do it too much, I might do something wrong If it's too long and you're lazy to read, please see the summary below! ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ First of all, I decided to have surgery 1. Is it okay to have this much surgery 2.. Can it be pretty in the end I wrote this too long, but thank you for reading Please answer sincerely I'm so scared!!!!!!! ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ **Situation summary January 12th Ptosis + Incision Double Eyelid (Eyes don't get that big) Reoperation on January 22 (Cause: Eyes were not raised too much, so eyelids were raised more and new lines were raised) My eyes are big, but the lines are weird Inspection on January 29th: 3rd surgery decided on the 30th ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ This is the situation. It really hurts a lot during surgery... Let me summarize the question again 1. Is it okay to do it the third time? (Eye health or aesthetic aspects) 2. Is it possible to become pretty as a result... + Is there any way to forget the pain as much as possible..ㅠㅠ (For reference, the first session will be under sedation anesthesia, the second session will be under partial anesthesia, and the third session will be under sedation anesthesia) Please...I have surgery tomorrow. Please leave a lot of comments...!!!!!!