After getting plastic surgery, I got really depressed, so I keep missing my face, I'm afraid to meet people I know in the future, I don't want to live here, I'm going crazy. I'm thinking about just staying at home and studying, saving up money to transfer abroad. I can't do any of the things I planned to do this year, my parents. I'm so sorry to you and I want to die. Just be very careful about plastic surgery. It's not something to brag about, but I've heard a lot of people say I'm pretty, and I'm not the type to be daunted by my looks, but I broke up with my ex-boyfriend and got mentally ill, so I did it just to fix my complex, but it was such a mess that I ended up holding my face. I don't like it either. I should have looked into it more, but I was too impatient. If I had been ugly at all, I wouldn't have regretted it so much. Why did I do that? I want to commit suicide.