Thoughts on appearance and illness.

Hello everyone, I recently got my nose fixed.
 I wanted to increase my confidence in my appearance and I thought that my face would look better if I improved my nose, so I decided to do it after thinking about it for 5 years.
 For me, even though I researched hospitals carefully and got the procedure done at the hospital I liked the most, I wasn't really satisfied with the results hahaha. Fortunately, I
 felt grateful that I didn't have clogged pores or asymmetrical nostrils, and thanks to that, I was able to help others get the treatment. I don't think I'll try to change it anymore because I've realized the 'law of immutability' that I was talking about.
 Instead, it was a surgery to improve my confidence in my appearance, so I couldn't get over that.
 The experience of being pushed to second place in the dating market because of my looks was so painful that I didn't want to go through it anymore, and I also wanted to change my shitty attitude of laughing at every comment about my current boyfriend's appearance, but it was a bit difficult because it didn't work out.
 

But coincidentally, not long after I had the nose surgery, one of my distant family members passed away, and as a result, I recently had to receive an inheritance.
 In short, I ended up with quite a bit of seed money.
 And with the experience I have accumulated while working now, I have an opportunity to move to a large company, so I am working hard to prepare.
 Of course, I didn't get it through my own efforts, but I started thinking this because these incidents happened to me.
 If you've had the usual plastic surgery that other people do and you've seen some results, why not spend the money on self-improvement rather than that?
 I also spent close to 20 million won out of my hard-earned money to get plastic surgery, but in the end, what helped my future was the language certificate I had studied steadily since I was young and the professional license I obtained through university studies.
 It may seem like a serious statement, but I think that after your face has improved even slightly, it is better to invest time and effort into your future, such as studying, changing jobs, or investing in money.
 This is what I tell myself, and it's also what I want to say to my friends who often say they want to die because of their looks when they see a saint.
 Thank you for reading this long post, and I hope everyone gets the plastic surgery according to their desired facial shape without any side effects.