Look at the swelling of my nose tipㅠㅠㅠㅠ

I had my own rhinoplasty done, but my nose is too high ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
 It's been 9 days and even considering the swelling, it's really, really high than I thought
 and I'm really a naturalist but this really, really shows that I had surgery...
 And when looking at it from a 45 degree angle, it's really... pointy and I wanted something round but
 
I wanted a straight line but it's way too sharp than I thought and
 how was the swelling and line?
 Will it change a lot when the swelling goes down?
 
No matter how much I think about it, I don't think it will go down from this height as much as I want ㅠㅠㅠ Especially since I'm going to have my own rhinoplasty done...
 I'm really worried right now. Is this just swelling?
 Will it change later?
 I'm really worried because no one has said it will change much even when the swelling goes down ㅠㅠ
 
Oh and some people might say that the line and height are okay but that's because you look at just the nose separately but if you look at my face as a whole it's not true...
 
I look like a monster rat right now..
 I have to go to school in 3 weeks but... how am
 
I going to face people ㅠㅠㅠ Will it go down even by the line I drew?
 I actually wish it was lower than that ㅠㅠ
 
And when I smile, my philtrum gets pressed down because my ribs are so stiff? Anyway, my smile looks really awkward. Will it get better later? My
 original smile was really good, but I'm worried I'll lose it after the nose job ㅠㅠ
 
Please, everyone, take a look and leave a comment ㅠㅠ