I'm a really bad daughter

I didn't have any complexes about my face other than my chin. I thought to myself that I would be really pretty if I just got my chin fixed. I always told my mom to ask me to shave my chin. Then I ended up getting plastic surgery, but oh my... I thought it was swelling, but my whole face was all saggy. I had 3 treatments, and there wasn't a single area that wasn't sagging. I live in a rural area, so I went to see three hospital appointments, but my mom saw one and said she was tired, so I just paid the reservation fee and did it right there. She kept resenting her mom..? So, I cried every day, wondering what I should do when I kept falling off, and I went into the KakaoTalk open chat room and asked what I should do. And every day, I asked my mom why I did that, lost my temper, cried, looked in the mirror, and cried. My mom had already spent 700 money.. Then, after about 5 months, I really I was just focusing on my studies, and then I looked in the mirror again and suddenly I really didn't want to live. This time, I was crying so hard that I couldn't breathe and told my mom that I didn't want to live, so my mom really told me to find a way to do it during this vacation, so I did it... I'm 22, really, but it was too much and I didn't want to live, so I did it, but when I saw that it had risen all the way, the swelling got even worse. It didn't go away, but I was satisfied. My mom spent a total of 11 million won. I'm a really bad daughter, but my mom seems to have gotten out of the shackles of plastic surgery. She said she can breathe better. If I get a job, she'll be filial too. All the swelling from the lift. If the surgery is successful, I'll post it. I'm just writing this because I want to see myself satisfied after the lift and realize that it's all thanks to my mother's grace. You guys, make sure to succeed in plastic surgery in one go and check out the hospital carefully!! Everyone potting..! I love you mother and father