Feeling inferior in appearance...

I don't really have an inferiority complex or anything like that.
 Anyway, regardless of whether other people think I'm good-looking or not, that's not my face. If you are good-looking, you are good.
 Whenever several friends of the same sex gathered together, they would always make comments about my appearance.
 Now that I have moved to the metropolitan area, there is no such thing, but in the past, in Gyeongsang-do, such a thing was really bad.
 It’s such a strange neighborhood.
 In the past, I had double eyelid surgery and people who met for the first time in a long time belittled me and said, ‘Your face has changed,’ ‘You got plastic surgery, you slut,’
 and ‘You changed your face.’
 At the same time, he made comments that seemed to subtly keep me in check, such as,
 'I know you're good-looking,' 'If I get plastic surgery, I can look even better than you,' and 'You won't be able to have sex until you get married.'
 What happens when same-sex friends get together?
 However, I went to plastic surgery consultations several times, and all the doctors said, ‘Plastic surgery also has its limitations.’
 It seems like the hospital can't even say it's completely fine.
 The hospital didn't particularly recommend major surgery for me... but
 they said, 'The patient has good facial proportions and a good nose height, so I think it would be okay to just do eye surgery and some other procedures.'
 The two types of contouring felt like options (there was only one. I didn't recommend it, but it felt like you shouldn't do it if you do it), and nose and double jaw surgery were not recommended anywhere.
 I realized, ‘What my same-sex friends say is nonsense.’
 Bad guys... why do you bother me with facts that don't exist?
 Looking at things like this, you can see that men are quite jealous too.
 They talk as if everything will be fine if they get the same plastic surgery... Ugh, it's so pitiful.
 Things that are not self-objective