I have really low self-esteem about my appearance.

Since I was young, there were a lot of pretty girls around me, which was strange. I was also stimulated and wanted to be prettier, so I started putting on makeup early and worked hard. So when I put on makeup, I got my first crush on a guy and got a boyfriend, which was exciting. But the more I did that, the more my friends around me put me down. You know, girls? ㅋㅋ Girls who fill their self-esteem by putting others down. You have a big face, you’re fat. Your skin is white but it’s not that white. Your nose is flat. Your friends are pretty, what’s wrong with you? You need a nose job. Your eyes are small.. etc. The most hellish thing was when I was the only one who kept silent when the girls complimented each other.. ㅋㅋ I would take that without saying anything, but later on, I couldn’t even look in the mirror or take a selfie. People saying that my head was big stressed me out, so I couldn’t tie my hair up for over 3 years. My self-esteem is still really low, but please, let’s not put each other down. I hate making personal attacks, so I try to compliment others instead, but why do other people want to be complimented and put others down? Let’s love each other ^.^