I used to have a lot of friends, but when I suffered from depression and went into hiding, I lost a lot of friends. It was because of me, and I was self-employed, but since I don't have many friends left, I'm often anxious that I'll lose those friends, and since my friends have their own time, I don't see them often. I get really depressed when I'm alone, and these days, I feel like my depression is doubling because of these thoughts. I'm jealous when I see people who have a lot of friends. I'm in my mid-20s, so I might have a close friend. I'm foolish. Is there anyone who can give me some advice?
+ I only checked all the comments today.. I had no idea there would be so many comments.. Thank you all so much for your sincere words. I guess it was difficult because I used to have a lot of friends and was still adjusting to being alone. I'll try to endure it for a long time so that I can adapt and become a strong person even when I'm alone. Haha Let's overcome it together with other artists who have the same problem as me. I captured all the comments. I'll look at them whenever I'm having a hard time. Thank you all.