I was a freshman in high school and I was always told that I was pretty even without my eyes... ㅜ
There were a lot of kids who openly told me to have double hands, so I had them applied for about 3 years, starting when I was in the first year of middle school, but my eyes were very fat and it was noticeable, so I tried applying them three times without success, and my eyes even bleed because of that. The preparation time for school is getting longer... Because I was so stressed out about my eyes, my mom recommended it and I made an appointment at the hospital that said to be the best for eyesight in Cheongju. I had a consultation on Friday, but I was so desperate
… He said that he couldn't do a double eyelid surgery because of his eye bones, and that he had too much fat on his eyes, so he had to cut out the fat from his eyelids completely. It was too dangerous and the recovery period was long, so he didn't recommend it to students. He told me to come back after I graduated from high school... Why am I waiting for 2 years?ㅜㅜ I was excited and went to the hospital, thinking that all I had left to do was to become prettier and I wouldn't be stressed from now on, but after the
consultation, I cried in front of my mom, and when they told me the price, it was 4.5 million won... It's a lot more expensive than I thought, and the price will go up even more when I come back after graduating from high school.
Because of that, I hated myself for being obsessed with my appearance and felt sorry for my mom... My family isn't that well off...
I feel like her mom feels sorry for me too and I cried all weekend. I really don't know what to do. I'm so devastated.