11 days after rhinoplasty, I want to cry for another reason

It hasn't even been 2 weeks yet, and the stitches haven't
 been removed yet, but I wonder if
 the recovery is fast. There was a lot of swelling and bruising at the beginning, but now there's a small yellow bruise, but the swelling has almost gone down and my nose is back to its original shape. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅜㅜㅜㅠㅠㅠ I
 didn't know if I should laugh or not, so after much deliberation, I chose this hospital after selling all the hospitals and all the steps. I knew that this hospital would make things look very natural,
 but... what if my nose is just like that? ㅜㅜㅜ
 The difference between the before and after was that my nose was the same shape as before, but the tip of my nose was slightly lifted, so my sister looked at me and asked if I had surgery...ㅜ
 I just wanted the tip of my nose to have the shape I wanted, and it's not a difficult surgery, but this director's style isn't to remove the nose, and what we discussed was useless. I found out through my own experience.
 The director gave me a great consultation and when I went in, he said he would do a good job for me, but I wonder if he just said he would do a good job in his own style.
 In the end, the other hospital was my style, but there was a price difference of almost 200, so I thought it would be okay if I explained what I wanted well and the doctor was skilled, but it was a big mistake. I should have just gone thereㅜㅜ
 Now that my nose is new, I am worried that it will change more as time goes by and I will become uglierㅜ