Natural adhesion, first makeup on day 13 of eye correction

This is a before photo.
 Some people don't recognize that I had the surgery on Chuseok. It's similar to before.
 But that was done with a bit of force in my eyebrows.
 Now I'm practicing opening my eyes and trying to open them without using my eyebrows...

I put on all my makeup except for the eyelids. I
 also shaded the undereyes.
 The eyelids are bruised so it looks like a shadow. It's actually better.
 I had my eyelash perm done before double eyelid surgery... . (I didn't know how to double-handed...)
 And I put on some app makeup, so
 I almost freaked out because I couldn't do it...

I went to report on the progress of the surgery today, and the eye line is still the same...
 but the line is still thin... It's not much different from before the surgery, but
 my eye seems to have gotten smaller, but I guess that's just my greed.
 
I'll probably worry a lot again next Lunar New Year, so
 once I try it, I can't stop. . First of all, the eyes I wanted
 were dark in-out, but I thought it would be difficult because the space between the eyebrows was too narrow,
 
so the doctor told
 me to just wait. Maybe it's better than before, maybe it's not..
 
Hahaha...
I sold it to two places..
 I didn't have time and I was busy so I couldn't sell a lot..
 I had to take my annual leave and start looking.
 I sold it from early September, but there weren't many places that could make reservations,
 so I went to two places that did.. I should have looked harder. I also want to...

Kim Chae-won? Did you raise your eyes? That clear in/out?
But I set the line higher, but I was scared, so I lowered it a little.
 I regretted it a little
 , and I hoped to maintain a slightly gentle impression...

The more the swelling went down, the more I regretted it...
I think it's okay, but it's ambiguous.
 Before I put on makeup today, I really regretted having it done
 through an incision. I think I'll probably do it through an incision if I do it for Lunar New Year next year
 . ㅜ I guess my double eye can't be repaired through natural adhesion or bridge of the eye. They say
 there's no space for an epicanthoplasty. It's just the bone. I was
 recommended epicanthoplasty, but I didn't do it because I was afraid of changing my appearance.
 
In fact, one of the two hospitals recommended natural adhesion and one recommended incision. The hospital that recommended incision was trustworthy because they clearly recognized my eye condition and came up with a plan on how to adjust it, but it was an incision
 . I was a little scared.. I had to go to work after my annual leave ended.
 I was also scared that it would hurt too much..?
Even though I had the first surgery buried so I wouldn't be too worried until the swelling went down,
 
the swelling on one side covered half of my eye and it was very swollen,
 
 so I think I chose a natural adhesion hospital... But he said he was very relieved and I think the consultation lasted about 5 minutes... .. It’s a bit hmmm not friendly… . I don't know… … Anyway, I had a Chuseok of regret… .
But just what… . Calmly… Trying to think...
I spent a lot of money, but… .I also received savings for plastic surgery…