I have contouring surgery scheduled for next week, but I'm hesitant because I'm worried that it might not work out if I do it wrong... That's why I can't contact you yet
... Ah... If I postpone it once, it'll be hard to do it again, so I'm worrying and thinking.
I really had a hard time adjusting my schedule to make it... I'm worried that I might regret it if I change it for nothing, so I'm just hanging on by a thread.
I'll just wait until this week and if it doesn't work out, I'll contact you... I hate being a bother...